I'm tryna surround myself with people that inspire me, or at least inquire similar desires

-The ranting wilder beast, has risen from her slumber and she is wild-

Honestly I’m the queen of procrastination and guilty of lying around in bed watching funny vine video’s for much longer than i would care to admit (who doesn't need the joy of escapism from time to time) Or unashamedly cyber stalking celebs, oh and don’t get me started on the drama box sets; breaking bad and scandal how does Kerry Washington hypnotize me so that i feeel her pain, and must watch every episode available on Netflix untill stupid o'clock, then fail to wake up for uni the next morning. Time is precious so why I invest so much of it watching soccer moms argue over whose husband earns more money is although a guilty pleasure quite lame and how I spent wayy too much of my summer. At times life can feel like a b*tch (Excuse my French) throwing obstacles between me and my goals, left right and from behind. Sometimes life simply drains me. 

Responsibility’s even relationships seem to use up all of my energy and I simply can’t be bothered to ‘chase my dreams’ so I spend time congratulating those that do because I know how hard it is to invest that extra bit of energy. I decided to grab that b*tch (pardon my enthusiasm) by the hair and drag her in the direction I want her to go. I decided to take control. At the end of the day when we’re laying in bed and we ask ourselves what we've achieved today and the answer is ‘well I did sort out my underwear draw and I found that missing earring I lost like 3 months ago' deep down we know we need to step up our game. 

We need to bite the bullet and do whatever it is that needs to be done to chase our dreams and realize that escapism and procrastination can be fun but it holds us back. We are young, smart and much more capable of making changes than we give ourselves credit for. Take the first step to reach your ultimate goals whatever they may be, even if it means writing your idea’s down (you can multitask in front of your TV if you must) but DO it. Don’t lie in bed tonight wishing you had made a small change and convincing yourself that tomorrow you’re going to be motivated, do it now. Go on Bite the bullet.

-The coast is clear and she has gone, rant over-

People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing - that's why we recommend it daily.
Zig Ziglar